I use to be inactive. i know I will pay cost some day. But never thought that the day just came that soon...

     I should have taken my classes earlier, even just a week~~  not until today when i taking my schedle for fall, i still dont know most of the Phys 2 classes have been closed. only 3 seats left, discusstion time is on Th, 1:25~2:20, in which i have to take calculus 2 with Katie. This whole afternoon i just keep talking all of my friends who i think are also going to take Phys 2, hoping someone could change the schedle with me. However, i am not that lucky...  

     Two choices left now. One is there are still two friends who havent been called. Another one, i take Phys 2 in summer. it will from May 22nd to Aug 18th. i know i know, it is very long, almost all of my summer. But this is not the problem. Phys 2 requires all students have finished calculus 2 or at least took together. I will take calculus 2 in fall, which means i have to learn calculus 2 in summer all by myself when i am learning phys...     I have found a job working in a restaurant, hoping to learn everything here. But now i am wondering if i really can do all of them...   Aaargh!!!

     I am becoming to hate myself, doing everything in the very time all the time. I am still not a man, not a real man who is able to take care myself in everything... 

 

    Ok, that is complaint. But i am still not satisfy. i wanna to complain something more~~  I am not very happy today, pretty bad mood these days actually, if you can tell...  

     i meant to complain someone here, but thinking that they might also see my blog, and in order to avoiding contradiction... ...

 

    p.s.  在这里我要向我的一些朋友道歉, 由于本人懒惰的原因, skip了很多邮件还没回, 我会很快恢复的啦~~~  嘻嘻...