我有我故事　Never Destination , Never End

omg~  why i have to put a title everytime i add a new daily? that is the thing wastes my time...

 

i would like to say sth in Eng, but for some reasons...  就用广州话写啦,感样我系呢边噶朋友就无几个睇得明啦~~  哈哈

 

今晚唔知咩事,工作翻来已经累到傻.居然训上床后两个钟头都训唔着,无奈起身写D野啦,一学期无更新过.

 

今学期发生好多事,多到我都唔想系度写. 最大噶变化系我今学期识咗唔少中国人,香港噶,大陆噶,台湾噶都有. 虽然算得上朋友噶大概有6~7个啦,但系已经算好好噶朋友,或者讲系"朋友".

 

开始系几好噶朋友关系,不过衣家,好似有D野变咗,变得好古怪. 关系好微妙,有D超出我预料. 中国人就系感,点解咩事都要捻禁多呢?? 自己唔高兴米讲罗,点解要收埋收埋呢?? 明知我中意乱玩,中意唔受约束,但非要搞到我好似又做错野感...  或者我都系应该同翻多D鬼一齐,简单容易好多,唔使成日听人讲心事,唔使成日听人讲矛盾. 虽然我好愿意听都好乐意帮忙,但你地D问题我解决唔到啊,,因为系我身上根本唔存在感噶问题. 我比意见你,但你话我太西化唔岩用,感你仲要问我意见为乜? SORRY啊,你地信任我我好开心,不过我都系中意EASY D, 人都系会累噶.

 

中意或者唔中意,讲米得罗,点解系要人地估呢?

 

不过,都系开心噶时候多噶. 例如识到呢Ashley, Katrina呢两个靓女啦,赞你地靓总得挂?~ 哈哈

 

差D唔记得咗,上星期三晚去Tinberwolves噶主场睇对Rocket噶比赛啊,现场睇噶感觉果然唔同啊!!  有三样野我好高兴,1. 见到KG, 姚明,TMAC; 2. tinberwolves赢波; 3.姚明好屎!!!(哈哈). 

 

Time to sleep and prepare for the final tomorrow...

     唔使羡慕我稳到野做,唔使羡慕我人工除税后8美金一个钟,做咗两日就快累死我. 你要知道累死我有几禁大锅,首先累得死我噶野有几多,其次累死我感我D女点算(废几句,哈哈)...  从来都系指人同食大餐噶我来到美国,衣家要从基层做起,自己饿到咕咕声仲要一碟碟感送菜出去

 

     琴晚做到凌晨2点,今晚话咗10:30分收工,点知都系要做到11:30,嗯,生意系好,好到我一分钟连续噶休息时间都无. 睇我坚持做几耐啦,我都数都系懒人噶来噶啦~  我都系中意做用脑噶野好D, 加油大三大四尽力稳份TA助教做下先.

 

    另外,劝大家以后去餐馆食野就算人地做得唔够好都唔好闹人啊,因为真系唔容易噶人地做份工. 同埋系外国噶朋友食完一定要比小费啊,仲要比多D喔,哈哈哈...

     翻中国噶20日终于过完啦,又要翻翻来美国过自己噶生活啦. 虽然话今次翻去比上课仲要累(居然比几个人话咩夜夜笙歌,冤枉啊), 但点讲都好开心噶,日日玩够食够. 果然, 系美国时唔想翻去,系中国时又唔想翻来...

     虽然先分开咗半年, 但我已经有D感觉到大家噶变化,当然,变得最多噶应该系自己. 个心越来越沉,都唔知好定坏...

     翻来两三日啦,就要准备呢样果样噶野, 唔好话锻炼自己啦,日日记住挂住要做噶野训都训唔好啊.

     一阵六点去见一个餐馆老板,我准备系呢间度做野啦,所以一阵见面算唔算见工呢? 呵呵, 虽然工都话咗比我做啦...  时间表仲未确定好,但唔使讲以后就会忙好多啦,特别星期六日可能都要做野. 所以我会好珍惜可以同大家系网上撞到噶机会噶~

 

    唔知大家依家有无睇过一出电视剧<<聊斋志异>>呢? 系中国时有两晚睇咗几集其中一个故事<<画皮>>,入面噶女主角几靓, 所以就将倨噶名打入GOOGLE,点知稳稳下入咗倨噶BLOG, 居然倨在线喔. 第一次同个演员明星倾计.

 

    三日后开学,准备开始新噶时刻, 认识新噶人,学做新噶野. 但唔知点解,我就系提唔起咩精神...

 

PS:  大家认真听下我首歌啦, 唔好听噶比你打(打到先算啦)...

      公公就感过咗,就只有两个星期, 你已经等咗禁耐啦,点解就两个星期都等我唔到??!!!  琴晚我一晚无训,虽然我好累. 衣家明白,一切都系为我今朝收到呢条恶耗做铺垫噶. 

 

     公公你走时都算安祥,身边有除咗我之外所有亲人. 但你做咩唔捻下我...  四个孙中,你可以话系最锡我,虽然我系唯一一个唔系你身边长大噶, 所以你走时我都系唯一一个唔系你身边噶人...

 

    捻唔到真会禁快,见你最后一面时居然系一年半前春节, 上年暑假无翻,今年春节忙签证,到我今次专程为咗见你而翻去,你就等我唔到啦已经...

 

    生老病死,我已经明白得无言, 但都无法控制到我此时的疯狂.

 

    两个月来我日打电话问你噶情况,我明白感样噶离去对你系最好噶选择, 听到妈咪讲你每日受到煎熬, 比我亲身所受还要痛苦,.两个星期前,你意志仲禁清醒, 我已经幻想紧翻去见到你时噶情形. 但都已经变得无意义.

 

    希望你仲可以听到我同你讲野,听到你无时无刻牵挂你噶孙噶说话...

 

    人仲系要往前睇的...

 

 

PS: 唔好再叫我学好C++,就系因为你...

     I use to be inactive. i know I will pay cost some day. But never thought that the day just came that soon...

     I should have taken my classes earlier, even just a week~~  not until today when i taking my schedle for fall, i still dont know most of the Phys 2 classes have been closed. only 3 seats left, discusstion time is on Th, 1:25~2:20, in which i have to take calculus 2 with Katie. This whole afternoon i just keep talking all of my friends who i think are also going to take Phys 2, hoping someone could change the schedle with me. However, i am not that lucky...  

     Two choices left now. One is there are still two friends who havent been called. Another one, i take Phys 2 in summer. it will from May 22nd to Aug 18th. i know i know, it is very long, almost all of my summer. But this is not the problem. Phys 2 requires all students have finished calculus 2 or at least took together. I will take calculus 2 in fall, which means i have to learn calculus 2 in summer all by myself when i am learning phys...     I have found a job working in a restaurant, hoping to learn everything here. But now i am wondering if i really can do all of them...   Aaargh!!!

     I am becoming to hate myself, doing everything in the very time all the time. I am still not a man, not a real man who is able to take care myself in everything... 

 

    Ok, that is complaint. But i am still not satisfy. i wanna to complain something more~~  I am not very happy today, pretty bad mood these days actually, if you can tell...  

     i meant to complain someone here, but thinking that they might also see my blog, and in order to avoiding contradiction... ...

 

    p.s.  在这里我要向我的一些朋友道歉, 由于本人懒惰的原因, skip了很多邮件还没回, 我会很快恢复的啦~~~  嘻嘻...